The Podcast

Defy Gravity

Solo narration of the complete crossing — from the programmed life through the wilderness to the galaxy. Recorded in the wilderness before there was an audience. This is what a world builder sounds like when she is speaking to herself.

Three Seasons

Season 1 — Available Now

The Programmed Life · 11 episodes

Season 2 — Coming

What the Wilderness Built

Season 3 — Coming

The Galaxy · First guest Luminaries

Episode 01 — "The Driveway"
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Season 1 — The Programmed Life

Eleven episodes. The complete Act 1.

Recorded before there was an audience. This is what the voice sounds like when it is speaking to itself.

01
The Driveway
Summer 2012. The body speaks before the mind is ready.
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02
The Setup
What was built before I arrived. The inheritance.
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03
Spiraling
The slow recognition that the armor doesn't fit.
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04
Looking for Clues
The questions that arrive before the answers do.
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05
Working in Ministry
What it costs to be brilliant at a life that doesn't fit.
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06
The Light Bulb Moment
The specific calculation that could not be undone.
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07
Trapped
"I don't want this." The third time, my mind agreed with my heart.
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08
Transition
The decision made. The door not yet opened.
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09
What I Needed
The particular loneliness of no safe place to tell the truth.
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10
Walking Away
The exit that was not clean. What the system does when you disengage.
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11
Saying Goodbye
Nineteen seconds. The door closes.
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